It wasn't something I started right away. For a while I just waited to die--I expected death, right? But there are rules for how you can die from this, if it doesn't kill you outright.
[He laughs, humorlessly.] When a nation's people grow ill, so does that nation. I survived the plague as well--my situation wasn't so unlike Miss Doris's was.
Plague may be a terrible way to die, but what happened to Lydia - what happened to Sonia, to Latvia, to any number of those here and no doubt others in the past was far, far worse.
Such selfishness is hardly even human. Perhaps you've outstripped the need for humanity in your own way.
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[She cuts herself off before continuing further.]
So that was the reason? Petty revenge against Doris for daring to live when your people didn't? How long have you been waiting to do this?
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[He laughs, humorlessly.] When a nation's people grow ill, so does that nation. I survived the plague as well--my situation wasn't so unlike Miss Doris's was.
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So you need to be murdered or executed to die. Is that it? Is that part of what you've been waiting for as well?
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Mm, there are so many rules. I had to learn them all by trial and error. Experimentation. At first--at first it was awful.
But... It got easier.
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If you wanted to die so badly, ask someone to pick up a knife and stab you. What other rules could there be?
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As for that, I tried that. I've spent centuries carrying on this way. Hopefully this one works. It should.
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Plague may be a terrible way to die, but what happened to Lydia - what happened to Sonia, to Latvia, to any number of those here and no doubt others in the past was far, far worse.
Such selfishness is hardly even human. Perhaps you've outstripped the need for humanity in your own way.